Friday, 13 February 2009

Alpha week 2

Last nights discussion was titled 'Why did Jesus die'

The talk was hosted by the 'lovely Claire' and she gave such a good account that so far, before I have read up any of the pieces from the bible that were discussed, I have no questions.

Basically we are all sinners, the bible said that if we sinned the payment was death and we would be partitioned from God, but God loved us all so much and unconditionally that he gave his only son for us.

An old ritual where by people sacrificed animals to God, helped explain that they put their hand on the animal and confessed their sins so that it passed into the animal and then it was sacrificed and so clearing the sin. In a way this is what God did for us, he allowed us to put our hand upon Jesus and confess our sins and he took them all and died for us removing the partition and giving us eternal life with God.

When I read passages from the bible I find it very difficult to understand the text, but the alpha course gives you the opportunity to see and hear things from other perspectives and add what you think yourself to give conclusion.

I am still currently reading the gospels from last week, I could quite easily just scan over them, but now feel the need to look more in depth to the meaning....for example

The Cost of following Jesus
Now when Jesus saw the great multitudes around him, he gave the order to depart to the other side. A scribe came to him and said "Teacher I will follow you wherever you go" Jesus said to him " the foxes have wholes and the birds of the sky have nest, but the son of man has nowhere to lay his head"
Another of his disciples said to him "Lord allow me to first go and bury my Father" But Jesus said to him " follow me and leave the dead to bury their own dead" Matthew 8:18

This I found quite harsh and hard to understand. I felt it sounded bad, but upon discussion last night - even though it was right off topic, Clare said that she felt the meaning was that the deciples father hadn't yet died and was living a healthy life, but the man was making excuses for not following Jesus just yet because he had other commitments. Which when looked up in the study bible said exactly that.

I am thus far intrigued and am hungry to understand more.

We are going to Church on Sunday and this week, Kristie will be joining us, I am really looking forward to it, infact I can't wait!

Monday, 9 February 2009

The first week of Alpha was as gripping as I expected it to be, the discussion was titled 'Who was Jesus' basically discussing his background and where he came from and then we were invited to ask questions on anything about the discussion or otherwise.

One visitor to the course questioned the names of the Gospels and how could they have such 'English names' if they originated in Judeah

So here goes

MATTHEW

English form or Matthaios which was Greek form of the Hebrew name Mattityahu meaning 'gift of Yahweh' (Jewish) meaning Jehovah- and was also known as Levi. The name Matthew has been used since the middle ages.

MARK

English and Russian form of Marcus originating from 1st century BC Roman (Marcus Antonius) - Marks account was probably written for Romans

LUKE

From the Greek origin Loukas meaing Lucania - from Italy. Luke was a Greek travelled Dr and the only non-jewish testament writer.

JOHN

Latin form of Greek - Joannes derived from Hebrew name Yochanen meaning 'Yahweh' or Jehovah. Yahweh is gracious

12 Apostles were re-named by Roman translators when edited and re-copied.

So that is my extensive research- it doesn't look much, but I put a lot of time into the research and I half expected to come up with those kind of answers because generally when you hear those names, they are more often than not referred to as biblical names.......what do you think?

Thursday, 8 January 2009

I went to Church house group this evening. I have been before, but with the build up to Christmas, it was slightly different to the norm.

I enjoyed the discussion and prayer but I have still not plucked up the courage to give prayer for others myself. I listen carefully to the words and always feel that 'I would like to say that' but cannot begin to speak. Other members have said "just speak-God will not judge you for not being eloquent" but so far I am still nervous.

During house group plans were made for the months ahead, one of them being the Alpha Group, which I am greatly looking forward to. Its around a 12 week course with the informal meeting and the away day. Its sort of an introduction to religion course and a chance for discussion and asking lots of questions (which I am good at.

At the end of the course we have the option of being Baptised!!

Wre also discussed projects to help in the community, the plans are to visit Elderly peoples homes as the Carol singing service around the community went so well, but we are still in the process of thinking what to do this time, maybe just visit and chat with them or maybe play games?? We need to give it more thought.

During the discussion of baptism, I took the opportunity of mentioning that Grace has never been christened and I would like perhaps a dedication for her.....we saw a dedication in a service before Christmas and it was lovely and Grace was pretty impressed too, and that way it means that she still has the option of being baptised herself when she is of an age to decide for herself.

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

A READING FROM PROVERBS - THE POWER OF THE TONGUE

Proverbs 18:21

Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof. King James Version

The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit. New International Version

Words kill, words give life; they're either poison or fruit - you choose. The Message

The tongue has power over life and death; those who indulge it must eat its fruit. The Complete Jewish Bible

Your tongue has the power of life and death. Those who love to talk will eat the fruit of their words. New International Reader's Version

What you say can mean life or death. Those who speak with care will be rewarded. New Century Version

Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits. New Revised Standard Version, English Standard Version

Those who love to talk will experience the consequences, for the tongue can kill or nourish life.
New Living Translation

Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and they who indulge in it shall eat the fruit of it [for death or life]. Amplified Bible

Grace and I went to Church on Sunday, we met up with friends that we have known for some time and have been going to Church regularly forever. Faye joined us shortly afterwards.

It started off very informaly with coffee and pastries, followed by songs (which was a little different to what I had been used to) any church I have previously been to has been very traditional. I must admit that I was a little aprehensive and unsure whether traditional or this new modern look to religion (in my opinion) was the way to go.

Grace stayed for the first two hymns (songs) and then went off with the other children to the 'Kids club' or Sunday School as I formerly had known it. My very good friend 'S' had told me that she found it all a bit daunting on her first visit,and it more than prepared me, for how people around me reacted to Gods presence when singing. I sang, and I sang out loud, it is very uplifting and whats more it was uplifting to see that Faye and Grace were as equally impressed by it also.

The above proverb reading was the sermon, the Church Leader spoke of using the tongue badly was likened to a guns bullets shooting you down and keeping on until your body could not take anymore, she then went on to mention the word sniping as in sniping remarks at people and in the dictionary it is described as cutting and hurtful remarks and also 'sniper' as in being gunned down.

I actually hung on every word and have given it much thought this week..............the power of the tongue heh?

Monday, 10 November 2008

Going to Church

My friend 'R' goes to church, she has been gently trying to coax me into trying it for some time. We have had a very busy schedule for the last few weeks with wedding plans and dance festivals, but after next Sunday 16 Nov we have Sundays free again!!

So we are off to Church. The service varies from week to week, and luckily for us this will take us to the very informal meeting in the Church hall where we get to meet everyone and discuss all aspects first....so greatly looking forward to it.

On Saturday, Marks brother got married............ I was greatly looking forward to the wedding, but St James Church where they were married was very special to me.

The last time I went to St James was for a funeral, it was my very good friend Mr Nicholas Dombeys funeral..........and It was a very difficult time for me. I didn't get to see Nick before he died as I had concerns, one because Grace had grown MRSA at the time and I was worried that I may take it with me and Two because I thought what I might also carry back could be harmful to Grace.

Unfortunately whilst I was battling in my head with the decision, Nick passed away. I've never felt so bad in my life and was very distraught at the funeral. Something very strange happened in the church and I am almost sure that I felt Nicks presence.

He was probably saying " I'm a planning engineer you know" I still miss Nick very much, he is a great friend, and great friends are what everyone needs. I do still feel I have let him down,so it was a poigniant day for me going into the church for the first time since that day, and do you know what? I can't begin to tell you how uplifted I felt, I thought that it would be awful,but it was completely the opposite, I think I might have been forgiven??

Congratulations to Mr and Mrs Lombard, it was a beautiful wedding...........

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

For Pauline................

A GET WELL PRAYER

This get well prayer is sent with love
A special request to Father God above
That his healing touch soon be on the way
Bringing for you well and brighter days

May from your loving heart once again
There flow with happiness a joyous song
May all the days ahead of you be kind
Blessing you with a healthy body soul and mind

Please know my dear special Friend
That for you with love i'm always here
God bless you abundantly, is my prayer
Always safely to be kept, in my loving care.

Friday, 10 October 2008

Trying to make head or tail of this, and on the advice of a friend, I am trying to work my way through the T.N.I.V (Todays new international version) of the bible.

Where to start? Well me being me I turned to the New Testament first as everyone knows about the birth of Jesus, and start to scan through- this is what I was drawn to

Do not worry

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can anyone of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?

This I felt, was me, and it was being spoken to me, I am the worrier, I constantly have turmoil inside my head. This paragraph has helped me tremendously, I can't begin to explain the calmness I have felt. In some parts I felt that it was quite harsh, but the point is made.

It finishes by saying - Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Why is that so calming to me?